Relationships.

Relationships are hard.
I'm not just talking about the lovey ones, I'm talking about the friends ones, the family ones, even the pet ones.
The issue we all have is this thought- All good things must come to an end. This saying terrifies me more than anything.
Yes I seem to be a serial attachment freak who gets far too emotional because I am easily upset by anything....So do you think this makes my relationships with people easy?
It doesn't and for a very long time I struggled with accepting that.
Even though I have just stated the negatives, I must also state the positives. I put so much effort in. I constantly try my best to make people feel comfortable around me, to make people want to see me, to give people those little gestures that make them feel all warm inside with the feeling that someone knows them really well. But sometimes putting all my effort into something doesn't always pay off. Sometimes it causes arguments because I expect the other half of the relationship to put all their effort in too...and this isn't always the case.
I have a special kind of love for my parents and my partner, a love that makes me feel amazing but also makes me sick to my stomach with worry. I could not ever face loosing these relationships. Nothing would ever compare to that gossip session with your mum, that outdoor adventure with your dad and those lovely little cuddles with your partner. Loss makes me more terrified than love.
This is why with every relationship I try and put all the effort in I can. I pay my full attention to the people I love the most and I try my hardest to make sure they come first always and that they have the majority of my time, because even though relationships are hard, they are the most rewarding things anyone could ever have.